Thursday, November 7, 2013

The Longest Week

Well it is 1 week from today that we will find out whether those precious embryos have made themselves a home for 9 months. This is going to be the longest week of my life!!!! The progesterone shots have made my rear end unbearably sore! It hurts to walk and sit! They have also sent my emotions on a major roller coaster! I "ugly cried" 3 times yesterday! Once was because I put the pic of the embryos in a frame and when I walked by them I just started sobbing! If you know me at all, you know I am not a crier! Today I was watching the tv show "Friday night lights" and I busted out crying cause the team scored a touchdown! Haha! It really is about to get fun around my house :)! My feelings about whether this will work have gone from one extreme to the other in a matter of 5 minutes! I am trying so hard to remain positive and speak life into my uterus constantly but there are moments where fear creeps in. My mom emailed me this prayer and told me to pray it over my belly daily and I have been, it is a beautiful prayer. I will post it below. I've had some twinges and light cramps from time to time. Doctor said that is completely normal and is to be expected. Implantation happens around 3-5 days after the transfer so I'm praying those sweet embryos make themselves comfy tomorrow :). Please continue to keep us in your prayers!!!

"I declare that I will bring forth a healthy child out of my womb. I call for my children to come forth out of heaven and into my womb. I speak life into my uterus. I break the power of every negative word over my body, my family, my future, and children yet to come.  I declare I will not experience placenta previa, leaking of amniotic fluid, premature miscarriage, pre-eclampsia, abnormal bleeding or any other complications. I declare that you have an appointed time for childbirth and I will not give birth before that appointed time. I declare that the placenta will adhere normally and be of correct size and in the right position to support a healthy pregnancy. I declare the fetus will implant in the right place and be securely attached to the uterine wall. I declare that all cells will divide normally and each cell will produce healing and perfect soundness as it forms new life inside of me.  I will not experience ectopic pregnancy, congenital defects, inherited disease or other abnormalities. If it is not allowed in heaven, I do not receive it. There is no disease in heaven, Father. I resist those things and declare all possible inherited generational curses broken now in Jesus name. Father, please forgive anyone in our family line that may have neglected to ask Your forgiveness for their sins. Forgive, I pray, sins of broken covenants, broken trust, idolatry, rebellion and any ungodly covenants that may have been made. Let them be broken now in Jesus name. Please forgive any inherited generational iniquitous sin and let the blood of Jesus be applied to those sins. I declare that I am a new creation in Christ and there is life in the blood. I thank You, Lord Jesus, that Your DNA flows through me to make me whole and complete in every way. I thank You for your Holy Spirit that is full of life, strength and power. Let the perfect soundness and wholeness that is in Your Spirit flow through me and release healing throughout my body. I declare no curse will pass through the blood of Christ. I submit to Your Lordship in my life and I resist the power of evil. I refuse it and declare it will not come near me. Father, I ask for a double portion of restoration. I thank You Father for continuing to show me how to pray specifically as I believe for a healthy pregnancy. In Jesus name, Amen." 
 
 

2 comments:

  1. Love the prayer!! It's so well written and so many things that I try to pray every day for all of our friends who are already pregnant or trying to conceive and for us as well, but just don't have the right words or know how to say it! Praying that the next week flies by for you!

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  2. Praying with you, dear friend.
    -Shelley

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